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Keeps Gettin' BetterNow From BlackBerry
Hey everybody!!
So I just downloaded “WordPress for BlackBerry” hoping that this will lead to a more updated blog, I still don’t get it right and I cannot make my posts look cute changing the font color but whatever.
I still don’t get what is a “phone draft” and if it’s saved on my phone or what.
I need to get this app right to blog about more stuff and more often and not just a monthly update haha
Hope you’re all having a great time!
Love, Alex.
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Kiehl’s “Midnight Recovery Concentrate” Review
“One Night. Two Drops. Younger-Looking Skin By Morning”
Hey everybody! This is the first ever product review I write, I’m not a pro so don’t expect a lot! hahaha
One week ago I got an e-mail from Kiehl’s, I’ve always loved the brand because their products DO work, they’re wonderful and when you go into one of their stores, you feel like you’re home, the experts are sooo friendly and really helpful, they tell you everything and more about certain products that you may like and help you pick the best for your skin type!
This e-mail was promoting their newest product, the Midnight Recovery Concentrate. I got captivated to be honest, and immediately I went on to Google to find reviews, all of them say wonderful things about this elixir and that got me even more excited about i! A product that replenishes your skin in ONE night!? Fabulous!
So on Friday after my experimental theatre class I went to one of the few Kiehl’s stores that we have in Mexico City, I also took with me 5 empty Kiehl’s bottles to recycle. If you take at least 3 empty bottles, you get rewarded with products! so it’s fabulous! and I’m talking too much and reviewing too little so on to the review!
On Friday night, after showering, I went on to apply the oily elixir on my face, I read that it had no mineral oils in it so I wouldn’t breakout, in fact I didn’t breakout, but I was kinda scared because pimples really bring me down…
You’re supposed to apply 2-3 drops of the elixir on the back of your hand and then with your fingertips apply it all over your face without rubbing and be in bed by midnight to take a good sleep. I have to be honest, it’s hard for me to leave all the night entertainment behind to go to sleep but I’m doing this for my skin.
The first 3 days I had to use more than 3 drops, I used 5-6 drops because I wasn’t sure that I had the elixir all over my face but now Im only using 3 drops. I’ve been using it for 4 days now and my skin totally has a glow & moisture it didn’t have before. You have to believe it, the morning after the first night that I used it, my skin was already glowy and soft!
I really believe that this elixir is going to even out the tone of my skin and make it softer to touch, get rid of all the flakiness and little dark acne marks.
This magical elixir comes in a blue glass bottle with dropper of 1.0 fl. oz and it’s $42 dollars in the USA and in Mexico it’s $610 pesos (about 60 USD) I don’t think it’s expensive as you only have to use 2-3 drops per day so it should last a lot and it really works, I read that it has some kind of lavender scent but my bottle is fragrance free, it’s 99.8% natural and paraben free (some kind of preservatives)
This is by far the best product I’ve ever tried and I’m sure that it will make my skin beautiful!
I hope this review helps you, I like to read reviews from real people before buying products, that way I can be sure that what I’m buying is worth it’s price, so you can take my words, it works!
Get it @ Kiehls.com or at your local Kiehl’s Store!
-Alex
Top Of The Week
Favorite Ad: Make It Grow (Love) [I made this on Saturday night, took me like 3 hours to finish it, I’m really happy with the results!]
Favorite Song: I Hope You Find It – Miley Cyrus
Favorite Juice: Wheat Grass Juice [Totally witch looking but it tastes so good! and it’s healthy!]
Thanks for reading!
-Ale
How Can I Ask You Not To Walk Away If You Already Did…?
This past weeks almost killed me, I got sick and had a lot of pressure because of some tests that I cannot fail, on top of that was the wrong wrong wrong thing that I started to drain my mind just thinking about Oscar and the past…
I hate the fact that I tell myself to just forget him and move on but at some point I just go back to the point of breaking down so easily!
Yesterday I stayed home most of the day and for some reason I decided to clean up my room and while doing that, I found this print of Oscar’s hand that he made for me with white glue and also, I found stuff that I just never gave him for a reason or another, a letter, a little draw, a 3-D dog made with cardboard etc…
I started reading the letter and teardrops came out of my eyes because of everything I wrote, I wrote stuff that I would not be able to tell him at this point and it was just hard to remember all the things that happened between us…the things that were not supposed to happen, the bad things..
I feel totally lost without his smile… Everytime I remember him it’s so weird because we were so perfect together.. everything just shattered in like 2 seconds and after that, he forgot about me in like 5 seconds.. that was hurtful..
Why is it so hard for me to move on? why do I keep going back to the point of missing him and feel like Im not enough for him?
I remember one comment he left here in my blog saying he would never leave me… how sad… Im breaking down.
One Year Ago [When I Found You]
One year ago…
One year ago I met this amazing guy named Oscar… Yes, it’s been one year.
Since then, I fell in love and things never worked out.. it’s really sad that two months ago I had to walk away, I walked away because I was going nowhere, everything I tried never worked.. everything I said never counted.. and the person that I knew, was no longer there, the person on the other side was starting to lie thinking of no one but himself.. I couldn’t keep things that way, I was left out with no chance to go back in so the right thing was to keep my feelings in a box in the back of my heart to be able to keep going my way.
I walked away knowing he still had some feelings for me… now I wonder if he ever thinks of me because he seems so careless..
Two months after, I still remember our good moments and smile.. I guess it was too good to be true.
Someday I will stop loving you… and you will know it because the grass will turn blue.
I ♥ U
3 Weeks
“..My Heaven Is With You..”
Exactly 3 weeks ago I had no idea of what I wanted anymore; I was lost in confusion.
I had no idea if what I was feeling for Oscar was actually love… at some point I even thought that
I was only obsessed with him but not in love anymore.
Just 4 days later, I was decided to invite Oscar out to eat after 4 months of knowing barely something about him,
that day, I got a call from someone unknown demanding me to stop talking to Oscar it wasn’t a nice call, they threatened me!
but whatever, thats not the point of this.
So that day, I invited him and he said yes… I was soooo nervous and excited at the same time because I had no idea what to expect; In 3 days I was going to see him again and to be honest, I was expecting the worst to happen, I even said to myself that if he acted careless, I was going to leave him live his life and just get a new start for me…
2 weeks ago I saw him for the first time in 4 months…
It was… the best day since the last time I saw him back on June; I just couldn’t believe that in person, we were as close as I remember and that day, made me realize that I really really love him, he’s not an obsession. I feel complete when Im with him, I cannot ask for more if Im with him, I don’t need to pretend that Im alright because when Im with him all my problems and all my pain, fade away.
I know that he can love me, at this moment, as far as I know he does not feel anything for me beyond friends love but I know he can love me… I know how happy we could be together.. and, if once I was perfect for him, I know Im still perfect for him, I just have to show him…(Something that is hard because there are tons of stuff that really hurt me..) If he could only open his heart for me a little bit more…
“..Until You See We’re Meant To Be I’ll Just Follow You Wherever You Go!..”
–Short post but I want to keep for me all the amazing things he made me feel that day.–
Thank U For Reading
-Alex
Here We Go Again…
Life is playing with me a lot lately…
Like 2 weeks ago a guy asked me if I wanted to be his BF and I said “Give Me Time”… I said that because I was not ready to give my heart to anyone but Oscar and this guy told me “Ok, I’ll give you time but only if you promise me that you will stop talking with Oscar, because that’s the only way you would forget him”
When he told me that, I was shocked, I only knew I was not getting rid of Oscar… So I told him I was not doing that and he got mad and told me “Think about it. Because I love you and that **** is just playing with you, open your eyes!”
“Open Your Eyes” How many times do I hear that per week? tons…
The next day that all that happened I talked with Oscar and I told him what was going on and he told me to take a chance with Luis, he told me that maybe he (Luis) could give me all the love that he cannot give me. He told me “Take a chance with him. Do it for me”… we then started to talk about us…I asked him if he still wanted to be with me & if he still had feelings for me and to that, he answered that he was not able to answer that because he would feel bad with himself & the other guy (his BF) deserves some respect.
He wanted to know what I was going to do and he also told me that I wouldn’t be the first guy to get away from him to feel better. When I read that, that Im not the first guy to get away from him to feel better, I felt that my world was crumbling…”Is he some kind of online whore telling everyone cute stuff ?” I asked myself but that got off my mind in literally seconds.
Anyways we started to fight as usual, I asked him about the day we kissed and he told me… When that happened, I was already dating or about to date someone else, and you took it as a proof that I loved you not as something that just happened.
He started to break my heart in tiny pieces by telling me that he never loved me or anything… then, from one moment to another he was gone and I said “Ok…Thank you for your love..” I felt a silence like never before, I felt like when someone from your family dies, that you cannot say anything…I felt some kind of peace in me, I was ready to move on and to tell Luis that it was done, that Oscar and I were no longer friends or anything but before doing that I had to tell everyone that Oscar and I got trough. Obviously most of my friends didn’t believe me but I was about to prove it I had to show the world that I could do it.
The next day (Friday) I woke up feeling amazing! I was dancing on the street and on the bus, everywhere! Guys were staring at me again…It was fabulous!
On monday, I started to miss Oscar a little bit, but I was not going to fall again, so I didn’t talk with him or anything I just saw his MSN nickname and it kinda got in my brain because it felt like he and his BF were not ok and on tuesday he asked me if we could be friends, there was no way to say no, I told him “Yes, we can” and it ended there, I don’t know what happened but the love I feel for him appeared on me again and now, Luis no longer talks to me, my friends make fun of me reminding me what I told them days ago that Oscar and I were nothing..not even friends.
The thing is… Oscar and his BF broke up and he never told me anything about it, now they’re back together and I really really doubt that if they break up, he would tell me or give me a chance, Im scared that maybe he now have someone else in mind and not me, I have a lot of doubts running around my mind… Im really scared of what’s next, He is no longer treating me like before, I feel like he is getting really into himself and not caring about anything else… I kind of feel that he starts to lie at some moments and he was not like that… I don’t wanna crumble again, I don’t wanna see him from far away with another boyfriend.
I wish he could answer that straight…
So here we go again, back to the life I had 3 weeks ago, expecting something from him that maybe is just based on an image I had of him…
OSCAR I LOVE YOU JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME I KNEW IT.
Thanks For Reading.
-Alex
[For Oscar: Are U Ever Gonna Love Me As Something More Than Friends?]
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