So I just downloaded “WordPress for BlackBerry” hoping that this will lead to a more updated blog, I still don’t get it right and I cannot make my posts look cute changing the font color but whatever.
I still don’t get what is a “phone draft” and if it’s saved on my phone or what.

I need to get this app right to blog about more stuff and more often and not just a monthly update haha

Hope you’re all having a great time!

Love, Alex.

Posted with WordPress for BlackBerry.

“One Night. Two Drops. Younger-Looking Skin By Morning”

Hey everybody! This is the first ever product review I write, I’m not a pro so don’t expect a lot! hahaha

One week ago I got an e-mail from Kiehl’s, I’ve always loved the brand because their products DO work, they’re wonderful and when you go into one of their stores, you feel like you’re home, the experts are sooo friendly and really helpful, they tell you everything and more about certain products that you may like and help you pick the best for your skin type!

This e-mail was promoting their newest product, the Midnight Recovery Concentrate. I got captivated to be honest, and immediately I went on to Google to find reviews, all of them say wonderful things about this elixir and that got me even more excited about i!  A product that replenishes your skin in ONE night!? Fabulous!

So on Friday after my experimental theatre class I went to one of the few Kiehl’s stores that we have in Mexico City, I also took with me 5 empty Kiehl’s bottles to recycle. If you take at least 3 empty bottles, you get rewarded with products! so it’s fabulous! and I’m talking too much and reviewing too little so on to the review!

On Friday night, after showering, I went on to apply the oily elixir on my face, I read that it had no mineral oils in it so I wouldn’t breakout, in fact I didn’t breakout, but I was kinda scared because pimples really bring me down…

You’re supposed to apply 2-3 drops of the elixir on the back of your hand and then with your fingertips apply it all over your face without rubbing and be in bed by midnight to take a good sleep. I have to be honest, it’s hard for me to leave all the night entertainment behind to go to sleep but I’m doing this for my skin.

The first 3 days I had to use more than 3 drops, I used 5-6 drops because I wasn’t sure that I had the elixir all over my face but now Im only using 3 drops. I’ve been using it for 4 days now and my skin totally has a glow & moisture it didn’t have before. You have to believe it, the morning after the first night that I used it, my skin was already glowy and soft!

I really believe that this elixir is going to even out the tone of my skin and make it softer to touch, get rid of all the flakiness and little dark acne marks.

This magical elixir comes in a blue glass bottle with dropper of 1.0 fl. oz and it’s $42 dollars in the USA and in Mexico it’s $610 pesos (about 60 USD) I don’t think it’s expensive as you only have to use 2-3 drops per day so it should last a lot and it really works, I read that it has some kind of lavender scent but my bottle is fragrance free, it’s 99.8% natural and paraben free (some kind of preservatives)

This is by far the best product I’ve ever tried and I’m sure that it will make my skin beautiful!

I hope this review helps you, I like to read reviews from real people before buying products, that way I can be sure that what I’m buying is worth it’s price, so you can take my words, it works!

Get it @ Kiehls.com or at your local Kiehl’s Store!

-Alex

Favorite Song: I Hope You Find It – Miley Cyrus

Favorite Juice: Wheat Grass Juice    [Totally witch looking but it tastes so good! and it's healthy!]

Thanks for reading!

-Ale

Hey everybody!!!!

It’s been AGES since the last time I posted something but now I’m back! The thing is that I still have lots of mixed feeling so I was not sure what I wanted or not to be published as it could be misunderstood.

Life’s moving forward kinda fast, I’m loving most of the things I’m doing and I’m super excited for the things I’ll be doing soon!
Like 3 weeks ago I finally graduated from high school and I seriously cannot wait to go to college! Graphic Design is waiting for me!

The last time I posted something, I deleted because I did it while I was in a paranoid state. The thing is that what I posted, is so true and now I don’t think there’s any chance with Oscar and even though moving on is so difficult because he is everywhere I’m doing fine, sometimes yes, I go crazy and want to beg him (I never do it) but besides that I want to find somebody to love and to be loved.

The day after tomorrow (Thursday) I’m joining a group of Experimental Theatre, this is a more realistic and full of performance kind of theatre full of visual art, dance and music. I’m very excited about this, it’s the first time that I’m going to do something like that!

So as you can see, there’s stuff going on for good, in no time there’s gonna be a whole new version of me, a whole new Alexziipiit! Alexziipiit 2.0.1

I think that’s it for now, I have lots of things that if I’m lucky enough for these secrets to happen, I’ll publish it all in here but everything happens first on my Twitter so you better Follow Me hahaha

Also I’m launching a new type of posts, the “Top Of The Week” which will feature my top 3 favorite things of the current week! I hope you like it!

Thank you for taking your time and reading, feel free to comment! (Even haters can comment)

-Alexziipiit 2.0

This past weeks almost killed me, I got sick and had a lot of pressure because of some tests that I cannot fail, on top of that was the wrong wrong wrong thing that I started to drain my mind just thinking about Oscar and the past…

I hate the fact that I tell myself to just forget him and move on but at some point I just go back to the point of breaking down so easily!

Yesterday I stayed home most of the day and for some reason I decided to clean up my room and while doing that, I found this print of Oscar’s hand that he made for me with white glue and also, I found stuff that I just never gave him for a reason or another, a letter, a little draw, a 3-D dog made with cardboard etc…

I started reading the letter and teardrops came out of my eyes because of everything I wrote, I wrote stuff that I would not be able to tell him at this point and it was just hard to remember all the things that happened between us…the things that were not supposed to happen, the bad things..

I feel totally lost without his smile… Everytime I remember him it’s so weird because we were so perfect together..  everything just shattered in like 2 seconds and after that, he forgot about me in like 5 seconds.. that was hurtful..

Why is it so hard for me to move on? why do I keep going back to the point of missing him and feel like Im not enough for him?

I remember one comment he left here in my blog saying he would never leave me… how sad… Im breaking down.

One year ago…

One year ago I met this amazing guy named Oscar… Yes, it’s been one year.

Since then, I fell in love and things never worked out.. it’s really sad that two months ago I had to walk away, I walked away because I was going nowhere, everything I tried never worked.. everything I said never counted.. and the person that I knew, was no longer there, the person on the other side was starting to lie thinking of no one but himself.. I couldn’t keep things that way, I was left out with no chance to go back in so the right thing was to keep my feelings in a box in the back of my heart to be able to keep going my way.

I walked away knowing he still had some feelings for me… now I wonder if he ever thinks of me because he seems so careless..

Two months after, I still remember our good moments and smile.. I guess it was too good to be true.

Someday I will stop loving you… and you will know it because the grass will turn blue.

I ♥ U

2009 was a year of changes, I really got a little bit more mature, I see things from a different perspective, I get to do what I have to do, I know Im a lot more responsible and Im sure that it’s something good.

I learned lots of thing from different people from around the globe and some people learned some things from me because when I can help, I do it and it feels good to know that you helped someone with whatever, maybe I helped someone making him smile for a little bit when they were down and that makes me feel good, it makes my day.

Its actually weird to say that I made someone smile when I cried rivers this year, I met someone who was really important in my life and to date, he is the one I’ve loved the most in my whole life but now I know that sometimes, love is not enough, and you cant really give your life to someone who is not interested in you, you can wait centuries but if you’re the only one who is giving, then waiting centuries will only be a waste of time. It happened to me, I gave my all to someone that wasn’t interested, to someone who was making me get my hopes on to then just step on them and say “Oh, sorry I never thought it would hurt you”

I was like a puppet… Somedays he would say something cute and the puppet would smile but if then the next day he would pick another puppet and then I would cry. It was hard and to be honest I knew it wasn’t right to keep living that way but I really loved him and my feelings kept me there until I just couldn’t keep in everything I had inside and I exploded so I decided to walk away, I tried to walk away twice this year and both attempts failed because I didn’t wanted to do it, I was being kind of influenced to do it but the third time, when I exploded I just did it, I did it for myself, without crying, without drama I just told myself to do it and now Im moving on, slowly but Im doing it with the help of my friends and with myself knowing that it’s the best thing to do because you can love someone but if you give all your love to that person and stop loving you, then it’s wrong and I know it for sure.

Besides of that, this year I “came out” to my parents and they were OK with it, It feels great to no be like keeping it inside you because I know my dad is not the happiest potato with it but he accepts it and thats cool.

So even though this year had lots of bad choices and more downs than ups, now, weeks before the end of the year, I feel ready to live new experiences and to just live my life my way, everyone else can Fk off if they don’t like the way I live it.

Thinking about it, 2009 was not bad, I don’t regret anything because even though maybe I wont love again like I loved Oscar I keep for myself a proof that I do know how to really love someone, I learned that reading the book before watching the movie is more interesting and more exciting, I learned that you don’t have to know someone for years to consider him or her an important friend in your life, I learned tons of things this year (Including maths) and I really want to thank everyone who is around me. My friends, my family, my dogs, my teachers, my icons, music, everything made a huge change in me this year and Im thankful for that! I couldn’t be ending this year happier or more excited to see what’s next and all the adventures Im going to be living!

Learn to love and love with all your heart but also keep in mind that sometimes, you gotta leave behind…

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Special Thanks:

Billy (My bitch! I Love you like nothing else! we gotta keep getting thinner!)

Milly (Love you too! Thanks to Billy I knew you and you are great! nothing like going to unexpected places with you!)

Diego (Yeyito! Even thought I just met you some weeks ago, you’ve turned into a very close friend for me, thanks for calling me lots of times to only ask how I was. You are great and deserve the best! Love You!)

MaiiKy (I dont know you in person but you are one of the most amazing persons I’ve ever met! Someday we gotta go to Starbucks together! Love U!)

Gaby (Thank you for everything!! Love U BFF!)

Mom (Thanks for making the best food ever! and thanks for never letting me down)

Dad (Thanks for everything you give me and taught me)

Oscar (Thank you for making me feel the most special person in the world when we were together, I will never forget you. I wish you the best.)

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Thank you for reading this, I wish you all the best Christmas and the best 2010 I hope you reach all your goals and please people…DONT let anybody stop you!!

-Alex (@aLexZiipiiT)

Thank U For Reading

-Alex

Like 2 weeks ago a guy asked me if I wanted  to be his BF and I said “Give Me Time”… I said that because I was not ready to give my heart to anyone but Oscar and this guy told me “Ok, I’ll give you time but only if you promise me that you will stop talking with Oscar, because that’s the only way you would forget him” 

When he told me that, I was shocked, I only knew I was not getting rid of Oscar… So I told him I was not doing that and he got mad and told me “Think about it. Because I love you and that **** is just playing with you, open your eyes!” 

“Open Your Eyes” How many times do I hear that per week? tons…

The next day that all that happened I talked with Oscar and I told him what was going on and he told me to take a chance with Luis, he told me that maybe he (Luis) could give me all the love that he cannot give me. He told me “Take a chance with him. Do it for me”… we then started to talk about us…I asked him if he still wanted to be with me & if he still had feelings for me and to that, he answered that he was not able to answer that because he would feel bad with himself & the other guy (his BF) deserves some respect.

He wanted to know what I was going to do and he also told me that I wouldn’t be the first guy to get away from him to feel better. When I read that, that Im not the first guy to get away from him to feel better, I felt that my world was crumbling…”Is he some kind of online whore telling everyone cute stuff ?” I asked myself but that got off my mind in literally seconds.

Anyways we started to fight as usual, I asked him about the day we kissed and he told me… When that happened, I was already dating or about to date someone else, and you took it as a proof that I loved you not as something that just happened.

He started to break my heart in tiny pieces by telling me that he never loved me or anything… then, from one moment to another he was gone and I said “Ok…Thank you for your love..”  I felt a silence like never before, I felt like when someone from your family dies, that you cannot say anything…I felt some kind of peace in me, I was ready to move on and to tell Luis that it was done, that Oscar and I were no longer friends or anything but before doing that I had to tell everyone that Oscar and I got trough. Obviously most of my friends didn’t believe me but I was about to prove it I had to show the world that I could do it.

The next day (Friday) I woke up feeling amazing! I was dancing on the street and on the bus, everywhere! Guys were staring at me again…It was fabulous! 

On monday, I started to miss Oscar a little bit, but I was not going to fall again, so I didn’t talk with him or anything I just saw his MSN nickname and it kinda got in my brain because it felt like he and his BF were not ok and on tuesday he asked me if we could be friends, there was no way to say no, I told him “Yes, we can” and it ended there, I don’t know what happened but the love I feel for him appeared on me again and now, Luis no longer talks to me, my friends make fun of me reminding me what I told them days ago that Oscar and I were nothing..not even friends.

The thing is… Oscar and his BF broke up and he never told me anything about it, now they’re back together and I really really doubt that if they break up, he would tell me or give me a chance, Im scared that maybe he now have someone else in mind and not me, I have a lot of doubts running around my mind… Im really scared of what’s next, He is no longer treating me like before, I feel like he is getting really into himself and not caring about anything else… I kind of feel that he starts to lie at some moments and he was not like that…  I don’t wanna crumble again, I don’t wanna see him from far away with another boyfriend.
I wish he could answer that straight… 

So here we go again, back to the life I had 3 weeks ago, expecting something from him that maybe is just based on an image I had of him…

OSCAR I LOVE YOU JUST LIKE THE FIRST TIME I KNEW IT.

Thanks For Reading.
-Alex

[For Oscar: Are U Ever Gonna Love Me As Something More Than Friends?]

They are synonymous of the present and memories of the past

Infinity of times I feel Im able to touch the sky

But I fall to the ground remembering that it’s only another dream in my mind.

Deep inside me, it feels how close I have you

But the way you act with me and the reason, makes me see the reality.

I don’t know when I will have you just for me

Im not even sure if I will ever have you

Or if I have you or if I ever had you.

What Im sure of, is that my love for you will never end

My love for you will survive no matter how mistreated and insecure  it gets.

You are able to resort to the appearances 

You are able to reject and to deny the feeling that keeps us together

But you know that it will always come up

The light that illuminates our hearts, will always excel

Not mattering how dark our bond gets

You know that I will always love you just like the first time that I left this feeling get inside me

You also know that you will love me even though our destinies insist in taking different ways.

If at some point I don’t exist anymore

If for some reason my eyes close preventing me to stare at your beautiful eyes

If for some reason my body stops producing heat

And my soul takes it’s last breath of life, don’t be scared and don’t decay!

Because my love for you will live in the air and in your mind for the rest of the centuries.

Just by remembering me as the person who loved you with no condition

Without any interest but to receive the same amount of affection and love

That I gave you day after day without you getting noticed.

I know you got involved so much in your life and your eagerness

I know that for a moment you forgot me

But knowing that you were well, made me immensely happy.

Although I always wished some caress

A kiss or at least an amiable gesture of your part

Believe me that only by listening to your voice in some little phone call

It reminded me with joy, the love I feel for you.

I know that deep inside you, you want to be with me

But maybe you are so blinded by your new ego that you don’t want to recognize it.

Anyways I know for sure that you will always be in my life

As the greatest, most valuable and amazing person.

Perhaps you will never understand it.

-Alex

Thanks for reading. I hope you liked it.